okay so i know sum ppl mite be wondering what happendd ♥♥
Monday i thought me and brody were done. i heard stuff around school, and he was being SO mean to me i just felt so low and that i had lost him. But still, after all the mean things he said i still kept pushing to just talk to him. Finally i got to talk to him online, and we started arguing/talking and everything.. and i told him everything i felt. everything i could to try to convince him that i DO trust him and i DO wna be with him.. and he had nothing to say but 'iloveyou'..and that made me feel on cloud 9. lol. thats all i wanted to hear b/c it had been so long. so i kinda pushed it all behing for a sec. and we talked normally. then he said he was coming ovr to see me.
he shows up in his *new truck* and gives me flowers:) which was indeed sweet. but i was sick of guys tryin to buy forgiveness. but we hung out all night til 100. just acting like nothing happend. and idk. it just meant alot to me. and i asked him at the end of the night about us. and we both love each other, so why be aprt? then he said that he wanted to hang out tuesday. and he PROMISED we would..
tuesday i didnt set my whole night on me and him hanging out, b/c i was still doubting that he would seriously keep the promise, since in the past 'other things' came up. but he did.:) and wat made it better was that @ first he said he wasnt sure b/c i didnt have a ride until later on he could've picked me up. i said ok well do wat u can. so i called brittany and made plans with her.. 30min later he calls and says he found me a ride and that we were going to hang out. so HE made the effort. and i know to ppl that may not be much, but that really meant alot to me :)..
and thursday nitee we decided to hang out b/c we werent sure if we'd be able to get up for christmas and idk. so he and his mom picked me up, and me and him hung out all nite. alone <3 no friends or nething.
anddd friday we went christmas shopping together in the morning.. he dropped me off b/4 he went to work..and i had no plans on seeing him again,.. butt later he called me and asked to hang out. so me and brittany went and rented a hotel with him and trevor. :)<3
and tonightt, christmas eve.. we talked a cppl times, i had asked if he wanted to go to a movie, but he said he was at his aunts and then he was going to hang out with his cousin. i was fine with that.. then he calls back and says to look up the movie times b/c he wanted to go. he gave me my gift which was <b> great </b> and we saw the movie. :)
idk..i know these things arent a big deal and everyones prob. like "oooh kalli ur dumb ur just falling for his BS".. but the little things from making an effort to find me a ride. or driving all the way ovr just to see me,..and then not hanging out with his cuzin to go to a movie with me.. idk it just means alot to me and makes mee happy.. (not in a selfish way) i just feel like he really does care about me, and hes not only proving it with words but with actions. hes making the effort these days. <3333 hmmmm this is the best christmas gift ever :) lol
but ne ways MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!!!